Friday, September 21, 2007

YEEEEAAAAAAHHHHHHHH man!
i can't believe it's ALL over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

words are not enough to explain what i feel right now! but nonetheless i shall attempt to put down in words and preserve the inexplicable and tumultous emotions that are swirling around my mind.

WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!

yeah that pretty sums it all up.

haha, i kid. but really la, i don't know what to feel.
first, i'm overjoyed that the 2 torturous weeks of prelims are over.
second, i'm extremely tired from surviving 3 weeks on roughly 4 or 5 hours of sleep a day, and short irregular half-naps.
third, i'm sad that school's coming to an end.
fourth, i'm starting to feel worried over my prelims grades, projected grades and university applications.
fifth, .......... did i just say that i'm sad school's ending?!?!

anyways, the start of today, or more directly speaking, during the chem paper, was absolutely terrible. i'd give it a straight 1.5 rating. then things got better as the gluttons went out to orchard! then my day shot up to a 4! could've been a 4.2 if i weren't so exceedingly tired. had lotsa fun talking to ah meng, mf and mel about uni and career stuff later on too. i can't believe i might possibly be leaving everyone here for uni in about 5 months' time! it seems just yesterday that i was like a teeny primary school kid with absolutely no worries or cares about the future (except probably what i was gonna have for lunch the next day).

i don't even know what to type la. i feel so mixed up now! but i guess majority of what i'm feeling now are good vibes! i was walking back home just now, around 7pm. the sky was quite dark, but not exactly real night-time darkness yet, and the street lights were on. the way back was almost void of human life, except for a few random people reaching back home from work, coming out of their cars. so i was practically alone, walking along. and i felt so extraordinarily HAPPY and a gigantic idiotic grin just spread over my face.

MAN, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE FEELING THAT WAY!!

and i love walking around orchard with absolutely no aim and no sense of hurry, no appointment to rush off to, no notes to finish mugging by tonight. i love LIVING LIFE, if i'm making any sense. i love walking, and seeing, feeling, hearing, people walk past.

and by the way, Quietdrive's "Time After Time" totally ROCKS! it's addictive i swear!

and i shall heave myself back on track, to the topic about Post-Prelims Syndrome. YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!

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