arrrrrgh.

why?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

noooooooo!!

i know i've piqued your curiosity, but too bad, i won't elaborate on what antagonised me.

except that it bloody stupidly SUCKS to the high heavens. F*& @&*^%@^%Q$%^% the &*#@Q^^#*.

I AM SOOO DEAD. DEAD LIKE A FESTERING CARCASS. DEAD LIKE AN ALL-YOU-CAN-EAT BUFFET FOR VULTURES IN THE SAHARAN DESERT. DEAD LIKE A DUMB CORPSE THAT JUST FELL THROUGH SWEENEY TODD'S TRAPDOOR TO MRS LOVETT'S MEAT PIE SHOP BASEMENT. DEAD LIKE A HOUSEFLY SQUISHED BENEATH THE GIGANTIC FLYSWATTER OF LIFE. (by the by, note the interesting usage of insect and animal imagery...just a literary point i have to make)

point made.

time to move on.

but i'm still dead, how do i move on??

to the afterlife, i guess.

it sounds like a beautiful place to be, if you believe it is, that is.

anyways, i'm transcended this bloody nonsense of being dead, and have been reincarnated. whatever. i'm OVER it. ok, i feel better now. i still have other options.

dammit, i don't. but i screwed up and berating myself over it won't help nuttin. so i'm giving up now. right now. like now. giving up now.

okaaaaaay, pheeeeeeew.